HEARTLESS

You know anyone whoever called me heartless was mostly right

 because 

I thought I used my brain more and my heart less

Like the way I played the love game safe and always gave excuses more 

because 

I followed my heart less

Like giving my seed but my heart less so whoever got pregnant, knew I cared less

But I can barely tell if you mock me or just wanna state the obvious when you say I'm heartless

Because I was literally complete until I met you, lost my heart to you for none in return
Exactly the word, Heartless.

Funny how the tables turn and yet your every action makes me ache and burn

Because no matter how hard I pretend you have me exactly the way I should have been...

HEARTLESS

Pampanaa

GAPS Between Us

I know I broke things and brought it all down
Your walls and all, even the upside down frown
And yet I still wear this fake smile like a clown

But we both know we lost our hearts onetime
But failed to noticed we had each others at that time
Because we only considered our desires a crime
And left our honey for the sours of lime.

You still blame me because I think you are guilty
Because we had many conversations but they never ended pretty

Tomorrow barely excites me now because you aren't here when I wake
Even though I couldn't tell how different you were from fake
Yet my words are mostly too foul yet I can't tell what they break
I know you never expect too much when I'm barely worth half of what you make.

I'm not sorry for the distance and words between us
Because I know they could still build a bridge between us
But then again our answers to this fate lies....between us.

Pampanaa

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I need a woman,
A woman willing to eat KOOBI and plantain
With me in my single room.
A woman who chooses to wait for TROTRO
even when there is a taxi in waiting.

A woman who faces reality than dreams.
A woman who survives not on love only.
Someone prepared to use coalpot and charcoal
to cook.

A woman who is different and special.
A woman who will force me even when
I plead tiredness to christian meetings.
I need that woman badly.
                                                mothyrhymez